Library of Memory

I can still remember, the 1st day i step into my high school…the day i registered in this high school…now…everything is going to be just a memory…

Every year, around this time, i’ll be complaining the holiday is too short, i didn’t had enough time to play, relax, and be prepared… But now, i felt nothing… just miss the old days i had before and knowing it will never happen again in my life.

My high school life was so adventurous… i am very active in co-curricullum ever since i start my high school life… i joined st. john ambulance as my uniform body, board of traffic wardens as my service group, computer club (all f1 student must join), malay society (got a post as asst. secretary with unknown reason), fencing club (so lucky to get a chance to learn the sports that i loved ever since i saw zorro’s cartoon when i was about 4), basketball team (green house) when i’m in form 1. Then with certain reasons, i had quit st. john in form 3. But honestly…i had a marvelous time when i’m in st. john. i had learn a lot of things in there, like first aid, the way to lead teammates as a leader, the way to conduct an organisation, have the courage and confident to do performance, marching, commands, and how to organise activities…and it really help me a lot in organising activities in my club. That’s the factor for me to successfully survived and held a post in every club that i’m in.

Some people might think that holding a post in a club is nothing and its not important nor helpful at all. but, for me, holding a post in a club is having a chance to test how good you are in doing more works than others and to have more chances to learn new things or even from our own mistakes. As one of the leader in a club, you got more responsibility than a usual student or member. A good leader is not just about having some skills, but to able to take every advise and suggestion in count with the current condition, then make the wise decision that will fullfill as much requirement as possible. No one is perfect in this world including me, so don’t expect that leader does not do mistake, we all learning anytime, any place, any condition, and learning is an endless process that carry on until our last breath.

Even from the last fencing competition (my very 1st competition as a state player) i went to, i had learn a lot of things and gained more experience that might be useful for me in my future. and my biggest reward from the competition is not a medal, but friendship! that trip had foster my relationship with my friend (the 1st opponent i really shocked to lose to) [i know you'll be seeing this blog, i'll challenge you again, haha] and relationship with my senior.

With the knowledge i gained, with the experience that i expanded, i will sail to the ocean to explore more than a river. in the river, i had learned and practiced the skill to survive with the challenges from the waves, perhaps now the skill of mine will be polish up, and help me to sail through the dangerous sea, until i reach my destination…

Everything that had happen will become my forever memories… to all my friends, i want to say thank you for being honest to me, being mean to me, being there for me, being such a helpful and kind person… all i want to say is "Thank you all for everything and you all been a great friend that coloured my world with various colour!"

To my mom and dad… thanks for guiding me to be more mature than i am before, and giving me such experience that wakes me from the day you both left. Lastly, thanks for giving me life to see this world…love you both forever, hopefully an angel will pass my message to you…

To my supportive sister (sometimes annoying), thanks for your criticizes and supports. Even though sometimes we might quarrel, but blood in our veins and 7 pairs of our chromosome forever same. Hopefully we’ll accompany each other until old age and discussing our experiences…

To all the teachers that had taught me, thanks for sharing your knowledge with me, guiding me to do things better, and concerning my condition when i’m in the biggest twist of my life.

and to YOU…the one that reading this blog… thanks for showing your appreciation on the blog that i wrote…