Library of Memory

I’m glad that someone found me… and appreciate me… but will i change?

Changes happening in every seconds, but few of us will ever notice that. I have to admit that I’ve change a lot… … I’m no longer the person that people used to know in high school.

During my high school life, i’ve hurt some of my friends, maybe did something wrong without my awareness and causes somebody to hate me… … Even my juniors, most of them claim that i’m too stern, too strict, too fierce… … I’m sorry, cause I have to be so because I’m the Head of Decipline and a Captain… … Hope you all will understand that…

But now, I’m graduate and no longer holding post in school. I won’t treat my juniors with the strict way I used to be now cause there’s no need to do so as a ex-senior.

As time passes by, everything keep on changing, some become better, some become worse… …

Some of my friends worried that I’ll forget them because of the new relationship. I WONT!!! Though I might got less time to hang out with friends, I won’t forget them, who had accompany me throughout my high school life. The way I treat my friends will be the same… Even if I change, I’ll never forget you all my friends!!!

Some of my buddies notice I’ve change in physically appearance… … But at least I’m still in my own limits. I won’t be over on that.

I’m going to change more in this year… … some reason for myself, some reason for someone…

Target: 1. Be more patient. 2. Keep my anger to myself. 3. Work harder on studies. 4. Sleep more early. 5. Waste less money, keep more money. 6. Listen more, speak less. 7. Give 100% effort when in fencing training.

Hopefully can do better than my target is… Pig Year Target SET.

ever lost someone or something, then found it? it’s always happy to found things that you lost… no matter how long ago you’ve lost it.

but usually we’ll only be able to found things that we’ve lost not more than 10 years… and things lost wheater to be found or not, have to depands on faith.

i’ve lost a lot of things, including my new sun glases bought almost cost me rm20 just after i try it at home…(can’t believe i’m so clumsy) and i’ve been lost a 1st best friend of mine in kindergarden… not to say lost actually, juz lost contact… never know what is going on both of us… and i never thought of meeting that best friend again after we’ve lost contact for 10 years. but just when i wanted to forget about it, i recieved a message from a guy on 1st nov 2006, claim that he sat beside me when we’re in kindergarden. just because of the sketch i drew for printing on our school graduation magazine, he found my name at the bottom of the drawing, and found me after more than 10 years we’ve lost contact… that is the 1st time i believe that miracles does happen. really hope that we’ll never lost contact again, cause how many ppl could actually found back their childhood best friend without any contact exchanged?

did miracles happen on you? if it had, appreciate it. if it haven’t, keep praying and don’t give up on hope, because it will happen to you one day, to brighten up your day…